I had a revelation last week with my week at Don's. I have come to realise why I am so unhappy at school. It is because you and I worked so closely together for 10 years, and I have realised that the emptiness at home is mirrored by the emptiness at work. If my work didn't involve you it may have been easier, but the situation is just making it worse! I am looking at all my options to see whether I can finish work at the end of Decmeber, and then find things to fill up my life. Hope you understand. Miss you loads. More than ever at present. Your love, Your Life, Your Paul.xxxxxxxxx P.S. I Will be busy in January because of the ticket bookings for BSPAODS, and then I will have to fill up my life with something new! P.P.S. Stayed with our wonderful little Claire on Friday before driving home late on Saturday. She sends all of her love to you and hopes you are keeping safe in God's loving arms.xxx